Physics of Love

It's ridiculous, my love life. I don't believe things will ever work out with my ex ever again, but I'm not bothered by that; though, it does concern me to some degree. In the sense that she was still a good friend. I lost that to the Navy. What's past is gone.

It's a long and complicated story, so I'll save it for a more divulging mood, but I'm absolutely in love. In love. I hope. This is nothing out of the blue, mind you, this comes from four and a half years of relations.

I just, I love being with someone. Sharing my life with them. Intertwining things; being whole with another person; don't get me wrong, I can be whole by myself, but I can be much, much more with another. I love companionship.

I'm really apologizing to myself when I say this but: sorry I haven't written in a while, it's been pretty crazy so far and I just haven't had the time nor have i been in the mood. Though, you wouldn't believe how many times in these past two weeks of classes I've wished I could have written something down, I was just way too lazy to even bother getting around to it! Hah!

So, for all intents and purposes, this is just an update, to keep my sanity alive, to maintain the thoughts in my skull, this is all to the mind.